Went k w kelvinT,wt , xw , kh , jh &one of their friend on last thurs ! Sing till 2plus in th morning ! It's fun :D HAHA . will upload th photo whn i am freee :D! & yea , everyday is still boring . work&sleep , work&sleeeep! but , what to do ? Money ! &yea , meet mufang ytd to pass tht person something &iam glad , everything is over &nomore him! wooo! I love life without him (: ! haha . Nowaday abit enthu in mahjong :D! It's fun . hahaha ! &yea , newyear is comingggg ! I am looking forward to it ! & i hav bought fred perrry top for qy alr=/ cost 149$ T.T! But ofcourse , i hope it's worth it ! (:

Ppl change within a few min or maybe just one day ?

It's so true . But yea , i doesnt want to care much .

Iam numb ? haha . Whatever .

Job ? Suck . Difficulty in communicating w thm .

Whatever~ ! LOL . Thing dont really go well for me ?

But still , this is life!

Meet Qinyong ytd @ 8plus :D:D:D! Chat alot w him. It hav been long since we last really chat (: I am real happy! haha . Vc come ltr on @1oplus . Chat till 1plus , home sweet home :D:D!

I give you th gift w my heart &

Not because ppl cant fit it thn giv you .

If you really think tht case , it's okay w me .

I understand .

Dk why suddenly so into this song , 刘力扬 - 礼物 终于可以在今天划上句点 一整夜 翻阅过去画面 快想不起我们为何会诀别 只看到那双你送的鞋 走一步又一步 我才发现绕了个圈 走了好几年 又回到原点 你送的礼物 会不会太特别 毫不避讳 那不安的传言 但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉 难道你早想要我走远 你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴 陪我回忆 把过往走一遍 穿了这些年 难免会有污点 就像每段爱 总会有终点 世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间 困住人 一切却还向前 干涸的眼 再挤不出一点咸 爱到如此可悲的境界 走一步又一步 却跟不上你的脚步 你满意了 为什么我却只想要哭 你送的礼物 会不会太特别 毫不避讳 那不安的传言 但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉 难道你早想要我走远 你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴 陪我回忆 把过往走一遍 穿了这些年 难免会有污点 就像每段爱 总会有终点 你说做自己吧 我们都做回自己 不要再为爱受委屈 你送的礼物 原来是一场劫 终于分别 夙命一样准确 可笑到想要 你赔给我时间 爱情有时廉价得可怜 光著脚我一路奔跑 鲜血泪水一路狂飙 收起我的骄傲 承认曾经备受煎熬 鞋上那记号 只有你能明了 过了这一夜 我就全忘掉

Look forward to next week for PAY DAY (: ! I seriously need money! LOL!
& yea , soooon will be 12feb . Super look forward to tht day .

Nxt mth only work for like 3wk ? haha :D!

Iam lost .
Idk what is in my mind .
Idk what i really want .

Idk what is infront of me .

Idk why am i suffering .

Idk why i say i hate you yet sometime i still miss you .

Idk why sometime memories is haunting me .

Idk why I cant smile .

Idk why Iam numb .

Idk why my attitude is getting more worst .

Idk why I cried suddenly .

I only knw , Iam lost .

I only knw , Iam alone .

I only knw , I wish time to rewind .

I only knw , all I left is regrets .

Regret for choosing you thn my dearest friend .

Regret for treating you as part of my family members .

Regret for treating you as my " husband " .

Regret for loving you deeply .

Regret for giving you so much .

Regret for not letting go early .

I hav learned my mistake ,

& i want to mend it .

But I am too late to realize it

& thy are nolonger th same .

Ppl will change . You will , I will .

But , all i can say , frm beginning till now ,

you guys are not forgotten by me .

Not even a second .

It's too late alr , thy wont bother anymore ):

如果能在从来,我不会在选你.

Suddenly , i feel so dwn .

Some question in my mind ,

Is it worth it to stay in this company whn actually you are not happy here?

Is it worth it just for th sake of money & endure it ?

Ppl have limit , are you guys testing my endurance ?

Are you guys really wish i leave this company ?

Did you all really put your stand in my shoes ?

But yea , i knw there isnt a need . but we are all here to work

&to earn money . Can you all just spare alittle tot for me ?

I really dk how long can i endure staying in this kind of place .

Why is this so whnever i want to stay a job for long ,

things alw turn out this way ?

I really wonder .

&agn , MONDAY is here =/ Yawn * I am still like in a no mood attitude for work . So bored alright ! &yea , BOSS , can you plan our working day be 5days work =/ Or maybe alternate Saturday ? Can we @.@? Sigh . We like working almost whole day luhs . Reach home like gg 8plus le . Work OT , reach home gg 1o alr ): But want money , what to do ? Yawns* Iam sleeepy zZz!